Missing What We’ve Never Had
February 1st, 2007

I really wish I was sitting next to you right now.
I should be in bed, it is getting quite late.
But leaving the chance to speak with you in real time wouldn’t be worth the rest.
The things you say to me are worth all the sleep in any night.
I have never felt that loved, that special in the eyes of another human being.
Never ends when I’m here talking with you.
Even when being near you and feeling you next to me,
Is years away from realization.
I will sit here all night.
I will miss every wink.
As long as you are sitting on another side of the world,
And I am sitting here,
Both missing what we’ve never had
And waiting
For what we’ve been hoping
So hard for.